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I was pissed until
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I realized I was hurt.
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I was a victim.
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It took me a while.
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I typed.<\/p>\n
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It makes me feel
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important
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accomplished
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intact.
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It makes me feel
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like I have something
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to say.
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Until I look up.<\/p>\n
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I can’t type for shit.
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I drag my shifts.
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I mispell
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completley
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apparenteley
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beautifil
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I can spell with a pen, not
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with my fingers.
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Worse, I barrell forward
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I can’t see what I’m
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Doing.
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Only what I’ve
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Done.
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It’s drivel
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rave
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anger
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spit
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& vinegar.
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It’s awful.<\/p>\n
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then I drove.
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I talk to myself behind the wheel.
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I rant, I preach.
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I have no disciples,
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one disciple,
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all the acolytes I could
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ever
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want
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need
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forgive.<\/p>\n
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They don’t seek it.
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They are rightous
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patriots
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martyrs
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idiots
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madmen
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simple men
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men of faith
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MADMEN.<\/strong><\/em>
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Men.
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Animals.<\/p>\n
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with no where to go
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but East
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Down
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to Hell that doesn’t
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Exist
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to an Allah that who has
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forgotten them, us
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Everything.<\/p>\n
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It’s because I’m a victim.
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We all are.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"